2022-08-29

southernmedicine: (faded)
Man. You ever feel like you wish it were possible to completely purge yourself of all emotion? I'm having one of those days. I just feel so lonely. I feel like I always care about people more than they care about me. I feel like my timing is never, ever right. I wish I didn't love so easily and so fiercely, and that I didn't very consistently fall for people I can never have. It's getting real tired.

Hoping to channel some of this into writing, but I'll be real with you, I might just cry in the shower and then eat ice cream until I make myself sick instead.

On the bright side, my roommate is going on another trip, and he is leaving tomorrow morning. This means that I will have access to the A/C during the hottest week we've seen all summer. It also means I can roam around in various states of undress as I see fit, cook and eat what I want when I want, listen to music late at night, and get work done without interruption.

Ants are back. At least some, all over my bathroom counter, but they are going after the toxic gel the exterminator left behind so I'm supposed to leave them alone. They play a dangerous game, showing their faces like that around here again.

AMA starts in two days and I still have quite a few slots open. If you're interested in leaving me some questions to answer, here's my AMA post.

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Sometimes anxious, always tired.

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